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                  Chapter Twelve A
                   cup Of Love 
                   
                 San 
                 Francisco Conversion Bureau Clinic 042 had a somber dinner. It was 
                 more therapy group than meal, and in order to permit the applicants 
                 to cope with the days events, Dr. Pastern had begged the blackmesh 
                 commander to station two soldiers at the entrance to the clinic. He 
                 had agreed, because their investigation had revealed a second 
                 fragmentation device among the intruder's possessions, and he still 
                 felt great gratitude for Pastern's help. 
                 The entire 
                 staff and patients of clinic 042 sat together as one for the first 
                 time in the cafeteria; Miriam and Dorcas had brought out all the bins 
                 of food and set them down on the tables; everyone filled their trays 
                 in pot-luck fashion as they saw fit. There were no dinner lines, just 
                 one big family sitting down to eat, wandering from table to table to 
                 talk and to fill their bowls. 
                 The Bureau 
                 cleaning staff had been busy all afternoon; while the blood was gone, 
                 the stain of grief remained. Hyssop, the pony receptionist from 043 
                 had spent all of the afternoon with pony Bethany, comforting her and 
                 helping her to come to terms with her unexpected new state of being. 
                 Hyssop also felt a little shame that the doctor of her clinic had not 
                 given Lynn any serum; although it was not in any way her fault, 
                 Hyssop still apologized constantly for Clinic 043's lack of generosity. 
                 Bethany, 
                 for her part, mostly just seemed grateful to be able to see again and 
                 to be alive at all. It was clear that she was deeply traumatized, but 
                 she seemed to be repressing it, for the moment at least. Hyssop did 
                 the best she could to just let Beth cope however she needed to, but 
                 it was very clear that Beth was more than glad that Hyssop was 
                 constantly nearby. 
                 Caprice 
                 was greatly concerned that Alexi would be upset at having his freedom 
                 of choice taken from him; she was worried that he would feel 
                 resentful at being forcibly converted, even if it was to save his 
                 life. But Alexi did not seem upset, if anything he seemed in 
                 relatively good spirits, considering the horror that had happened 
                 earlier in the day.  
                 "My 
                 peach princess, shhh... shhh... let me tell you something. You asked 
                 me for a favor, that I should be converted and become a stallion and 
                 spend my life with you. I know I was a stubborn Alexi, I should have 
                 answered you immediately with a resounding yes at the time. But I did 
                 not. Perhaps... I was too old fashioned then." Alexi's new ears 
                 drooped. "But I can tell you, my sweet Caprice, the exact moment 
                 I made my decision; it was the instant that I held little Buttermilk 
                 outside the Conversion Room, when I crouched down and you kissed me. 
                 Right then, minun rakkaani, I was already your stallion in my 
                 heart. That I am so in body today was inevitable from that moment no 
                 matter what." 
                 "Alexi..."
                  Caprice's eyes shimmered, barely holding back tears. 
                 "Though,
                  to be honest," Alexi's ears rose. "I would have preferred 
                 a more... quiet... conversion, had I the choice." 
                 "Oh 
                 Alexi... me too. Me... too." It was a night of tears for 
                 everyone, and it was not unreasonable that Caprice buried her muzzle 
                 into Alexi's chest, weeping openly at this. 
                 Caprice 
                 and Alexi had made several decisions as they sat together with 
                 Pumpkin and Buttermilk at their low table. They would be one family 
                 now. Caprice had told Pumpkin that she was her sister now, and that 
                 this is how they should always refer to each other from now on. 
                 Pumpkin was overjoyed at this, but puzzled at how it could be.  
                 "Family
                  does not need to share the same blood to be family," Caprice 
                 explained to her. "Buttermilk is my daughter - it doesn't matter 
                 one bit that she did not come out of my body. I love her. You are no 
                 less my sister for the same reason. But if you need a reason, 
                 accept this; you and I were born into the world as who we truly are, 
                 and always will be, from the same jar of potion. You may consider Dr. 
                 Pastern our mother if you wish, and the flask as our father, for our 
                 lives only truly began on her table, in this place." 
                 "How 
                 do you do that?" Asked Alexi, leaning over and nuzzling Caprice. 
                 "Do 
                 what?" Caprice was puzzled. 
                 "Be 
                 completely awesome... big sister." Pumpkin tried out the 
                 words, savoring them on her tongue. "My... big sister is 
                 AWESOME!" Pumpkin grinned, and snuggled in as well, making a 
                 nice Caprice sandwich. Buttermilk, who was just beginning to learn to 
                 stand, tried to rise up from where she had been laying near Caprice's 
                 back legs, and fell across her; Caprice was now covered in love, and 
                 realized that however horrible the day had been, she had never felt 
                 happier than in this evening. 
                 Dr. 
                 Pastern, meanwhile, had been hailed as the savior and hero of clinic 
                 042, and though just about everyone had offered their gratitude for 
                 her actions -word of her courage had spread throughout the entire 
                 Bureau- Roselyn just felt sad, and numb.  
                 Roselyn 
                 knew she had done the only thing she could have to save everyone's 
                 lives, but what had happened to the intruder was just so horrible.
                  Yes, he had come with the intention to murder them all, yes, 
                 he had remorselessly hurt people she cared about. Nothing kind could 
                 possibly be said about such a man - yet, still, it was difficult for 
                 Roselyn; evil and murderous that man may have been, he had still been 
                 a living mind, a living person, and she had destroyed him in the most 
                 brutal way imaginable. 
                 She tried 
                 to rationalize it; she was helpless, she had no weapons, she used the 
                 only tool available to her. Over and over she ran alternate scenarios 
                 - could she have knocked him out with a chair, or injected him with 
                 anesthesia, or even beaten him in a fight - and not one was the least 
                 bit reasonable. Any other action would have ended with a grenade 
                 killing everyone in the clinic. As it was, that very nearly happened anyway. 
                 In her 
                 intellect, she understood all of this - the intruder was about to 
                 toss an explosive device. Commander Miller -the older blackmesh, as 
                 she had found out- had explained what a fragmentation device could 
                 do, and how close they had all come to death. 
                 But reason 
                 didn't seem to help. She kept seeing a man writhing and shrieking, 
                 and from time to time Roselyn would suddenly jerk as though being 
                 physically hit - because a sudden flash of that memory filled her 
                 mind. Lynn sat close to her, occasionally patting her, or giving her 
                 a hug, trying to comfort the doctor. It would take time for Roselyn 
                 to cope with what had happened that day. 
                 "Lynn..."
                  Roselyn had to tell her, but it wasn't going to be easy. 
                 "What 
                 is it, Ros?" 
                 "I... 
                 I think I'm going to transfer. They're building more clinics, smaller 
                 clinics, back east. I used to live back there, long ago. 
                 Today..." Pastern looked so sad, so tired. "...Kind of made 
                 me want to go see my relatives, go see the places I grew up before... 
                 before they're gone."  
                 Lynn 
                 didn't know quite what to say. It wouldn't be the same without 
                 Roselyn. "Where do you think you'll go?" 
                 "I 
                 grew up in Michigan, maybe there. I have some family there. Or at 
                 least I used to." Pastern picked at her dinner. "They're 
                 going to build a clinic. Maybe I'll ask to be transferred to it, when 
                 its completed. But... I just can't... stay here." 
                 Lynn 
                 understood. She really didn't want Roselyn to leave, but she could 
                 understand her reasons. Everything that had happened had clearly 
                 taken a great deal out of the doctor. "Whatever you need to do, 
                 I support it, Ros. But I am going to miss you so much. You're the 
                 best... friend... I've ever worked with." 
                 That set 
                 Pastern crying, and Lynn felt bad for having said it now, but then 
                 Roselyn was hugging her, so maybe it was a good cry after all. 
                   
                   
                 When 
                 dinner was over, the staff, newfoals and applicants had talked long 
                 into the night. It felt safer to be near each other, and everyone 
                 needed to talk about the day. But eventually weariness overcame 
                 adrenaline, and the group began to break up, gradually heading to 
                 their beds. It had been a frightening, terrible day, but also a 
                 tremendously exhausting one as well. 
                 Pumpkin, 
                 Caprice, Alexi and Buttermilk were curled up together on Alexi's big 
                 foam bed. There was easily enough room for all four of them there, 
                 and they could sleep far more comfortably than in the tiny room 
                 Pumpkin and Caprice had shared. They had made their own little herd 
                 on the bed, and all of them felt vastly safer and more happy that way.   
                 Alexi had 
                 been very tired and had fallen asleep almost as soon as he had 
                 reached the mattress. This was very understandable; he had 
                 experienced more than any being - Human or Equestrian - should ever 
                 have to face. He had borne the exceptional trauma of his emergency 
                 conversion with astonishing stoicism, and had not voiced a single 
                 complaint. He had, however, not stopped mumbling Caprice's name over 
                 and over until sleep took him completely; it was clear that he had 
                 suffered unimaginably. 
                 Before 
                 they had gone to Alexi's room, they had stopped at the bathrooms to 
                 wash the blood off; even now though, Caprice's fetlocks were stained 
                 a darker shade. This, and that they could still smell blood with 
                 their sensitive equine noses, left them all nervous and unsettled. 
                 With Alexi asleep, Caprice had turned to comforting Pumpkin. 
                 Pumpkin 
                 had been terrorized by everything that had happened; she had tried to 
                 be brave, but once it was clear that they were safe in Alexi's room, 
                 she could not stop crying. She became hysterical at one point, 
                 frightening Buttermilk greatly; Caprice had resorted to laying her 
                 full weight upon her, the warmth and pressure slowly calmed her down, 
                 as Caprice said soothing words, and got her to think about how she 
                 was affecting poor little Buttermilk. 
                 Buttermilk,
                  frightened and confused, had forced her unsteady body up, and began 
                 to stumble across the foam, occasionally falling down while bleating plaintively. 
                 This 
                 seemed to have a powerful effect; Pumpkin was a very compassionate 
                 filly, and her own torment was forgotten in the desire to comfort the 
                 tiny baby unicorn. Pumpkin stopped crying and began cooing to 
                 Buttermilk, who gradually calmed and stumbled towards her. "I'm 
                 sorry, Buttermilk. I'm so sorry, it's OK, come here! That's it! come here!" 
                 Buttermilk 
                 lurched towards Pumpkin, sniffing and making small sounds. Suddenly 
                 the little foal dove down between Pumpkin's rear legs as she lay 
                 partially on her side, and Pumpkin squealed in surprise. Pumpkin 
                 began squirming and kicking until Caprice told her to lay still. 
                 "Pumpkin, she's just trying to nurse. Don't you think after such 
                 a day, she at least deserves that much comfort?" 
                 "But...
                  I don't have any milk! And... she's nowhere near my chest... 
                 AUGH!" Pumpkin was in some slight distress, the sensations were 
                 greatly disturbing her. 
                 "Pumpkin,
                  pumpkin, lie still, that's it, shhhh... you don't understand. You're 
                 a pony now. That is where your nipples are." 
                 "Between
                  my legs? How can I have nipples between my legs?" Pumpkin was 
                 in some shock over this news. 
                 "As a 
                 human, you had breasts. But as a pony, you have an udder. It's really 
                 still your breasts, and there are only two of them, as before, you 
                 are not built like a cow. But their location has changed. That's 
                 all." Caprice groomed Pumpkin's black mane with her teeth and 
                 tongue, Pumpkin began to relax, despite the hungry little foal. 
                 "It 
                 seems kind of weird, Caprice." Pumpkin was bothered, that 
                 much was clear. 
                 "No. 
                 It is the humans that are weird, Pumpkin, not us." The 
                 way Caprice said things always seemed to help, somehow. "Think 
                 about it: imagine one of us and one of the humans, naked in a forest, 
                 trying to get through it. There are bushes and trees and branches all 
                 around. The human woman will be cut and scraped, because her breasts 
                 are exposed on her chest. But ours are protected, between our legs, 
                 and unless we should deliberately sit down on a bed of thorns, we 
                 will not be hurt, however fast we run."  
                 "I 
                 would never have thought of anything like that, Caprice." 
                 Pumpkin dared to look down at buttermilk, there was no milk, of 
                 course, but that didn't seem to matter to the little foal. It was 
                 clearly just comforting to her. "When you put it like that, 
                 humans are built kind of dorky, really." 
                 Caprice 
                 laughed. "Now that's a proper way to see things! We are 
                 ponies now, always remember that. Embrace it. It is what you are, and 
                 what you will always be. Look at little Buttermilk, trying to nurse. 
                 See how happy she is? This is normal, this what is good,
                  now." 
                 "Were 
                 you always like this, Caprice?" Pumpkin looked up and behind at 
                 Caprice, who was laying close behind her. 
                 "Like what?" 
                 "Really....
                  kind. Wise. You always make everything make sense. And you make 
                 everyone feel better, too." Pumpkin snuggled into Caprice's 
                 warmth, and began to feel sleepy. Buttermilk had laid down, her mouth 
                 still around one of Pumpkin's nipples, but she was no longer sucking. 
                 Her eyes were closed, and she was on her way to sleep. 
                 "No. 
                 I was not like this before. I was not very nice as a human. I was 
                 smart, and I was funny, or so people told me. But I was very selfish, 
                 and very manipulative." Caprice lay her head down, her eyes 
                 heavy. "I wanted to be a pony very much, because I knew I could 
                 have a better soul as a pony. I was definitely not wise as a human. 
                 We could never have been sisters back when I was a human." 
                 Pumpkin 
                 shifted sightly, freeing herself from Buttermilk with a faint 'pop'. 
                 "Then I'm very grateful that you are a pony." 
                 "I am 
                 also very grateful that I am..." Caprice was losing it now. 
                 "... a pony. Best decision I.... ever..." It was warm, and 
                 it was soft, and the day had been very difficult. 
                 "Goodnight,
                  big sister." Pumpkin whispered the words, then checked on 
                 Buttermilk to see that she was sleeping peacefully now, tiny breaths 
                 making her little chest rise and fall. "Nite-nite, Buttermilk. 
                 Sorry I freaked there. Everything is kinda new, you know?" 
                 Pumpkin shifted once more to make herself more available to the baby 
                 unicorn, if the foal wanted. "I guess... I'll have to get used 
                 to all of this, won't I?" 
                 Pumpkin 
                 thought about herself, a pony. This was her life now. This was what 
                 she was, and always would be. She felt the warmth of Caprice, her 
                 sister, sleeping behind her, and Alexi, Caprice's stallion. She could 
                 hear him breathing behind Caprice. Buttermilk shifted on the bed, 
                 cuddling in closer for warmth, between her legs. This was normal, 
                 now. This was what was good and right and proper for what she was. 
                 For a pony. 
                   
                   
                 Summer and 
                 Sandcastle chose to sleep together again on the big, lumpen couch. 
                 They still felt nervous and upset, and had decided to take shifts 
                 sleeping. Intellectually, they knew that the blackmesh soldiers would 
                 be especially on guard, and that more had been sent from the Presidio 
                 base to bolster the guard, but their emotions would not listen. They 
                 felt safer where they could take turns watching the entrance to the 
                 clinic, and also have room to run if need be.  
                 Sandcastle 
                 had taken the first shift, but Summer was having trouble getting to 
                 sleep. "It's OK, Summer." Sandcastle gave his coltfriend a 
                 comforting nuzzle. "I'm alert, I'll keep watch. I won't fall 
                 asleep, I promise!" 
                 "I 
                 believe you. I just can't stop thinking about... today." Summer 
                 looked up at Sandcastle, his face pained. "It was really awful.
                  I mean, you see these sorts of things in media, and then the 
                 characters are all like 'well, let's get back to business' and stuff. 
                 But... it isn't like that at all." 
                 "No. 
                 No it isn't. I don't know if it will ever be alright again. I'm... never
                  mind." Sandcastle stopped, unsure of himself. 
                 "You're
                  what? Come on Sands, no matter what, it's OK to talk to 
                 me."  
                 "I'm...
                  well, I'm afraid of humans now. I know we used to be human, 
                 just a few days ago, but after today, even looking at the human shape 
                 makes me feel... afraid. It's dumb, I know. I'm just being dumb."
                  Sandcastle turned to stare at the entrance chamber and the big 
                 security door. 
                 "No. 
                 It isn't dumb, Sandcastle. I... feel the same way." Summer put 
                 his head against his mate. 
                 "We 
                 could leave. We could leave on the ship, Summer! We don't have to 
                 stay. We can learn how to be ponies in Equestria as well as we could 
                 here, probably better even!" Sandcastle seemed happier at the 
                 thought. "Let's do it! Let's just go, please, Summer! 
                 There are no humans allowed in Equestria. Nopony ever tries to 
                 blow up anypony else. They never hurt each other, ever. They don't 
                 even have guns there! Please, please let's just go..." 
                 "Of 
                 course we'll go, of course, shhh, shhh...." Summer rubbed his 
                 cheek on Sandcastle's neck. "First thing in the morning, we will 
                 get on that ship. I promise." 
                 "And 
                 we can stay together?" Sandcastle looked like a little colt, 
                 fragile and delicate, somehow. 
                 "If 
                 you will have me, we can stay together forever, Sands." Summer 
                 snuggled closer, Sandcastle gave him a nibble on the ear. 
                 "Oh, 
                 please. Please let's stay together forever."  
                 Summer 
                 couldn't help but smile at that. 
                   
                   
                 Bethany 
                 was afraid. It was too dark for one thing, even with a nightlight on. 
                 She knew she was safe now, but everything was so strange, and now she 
                 was a pony whether she liked it or not, and earlier -she tried not to 
                 think of earlier, but it kept flashing back. "Hyssop?" 
                 "I'm 
                 still here." Hyssop was only half awake, but she was trying to 
                 be a good friend. "I'm right here, Beth." 
                 "I 
                 don't... I don't want to stay here." 
                 Hyssop 
                 tried to parse what Beth meant. "D'ya wanna go to my room, in 
                 the other clinic?" 
                 "No...
                  That's not what I mean." There was a pause, Hyssop almost fell 
                 asleep. "Do you know why I never went pony before?" 
                 "Hmmm....nnnnnn.
                  Why?" 
                 "I 
                 was afraid to go to Equestria alone. But now I don't want to stay on 
                 Earth anymore. I want to get away from here, I never want to see this 
                 world again." 
                 "Mnn...
                  I can understand that." Hyssop just wanted some sleep. 
                 "Would
                  you go with me? Just for a while. I'm not asking you to stay with me 
                 indefinitely or anything, just... we're gonna end up there anyway, 
                 so... would'ja just go with me? Tomorrow? I just don't want to go to 
                 a strange place alone." Bethany sounded plaintive and lost. 
                 Hyssop 
                 thought for a moment. "Wha' th' hell. Sure. Just let me get some 
                 sleep. We'll catch the boat in the morning, 'Kay?" She was tired 
                 of her job anyway. And the attack... yeah. Equestria. Sounds good. 
                 "Thank
                  you, Hyssop. Thank you so much." 
                 "Yeah.
                  Surrrr....nnnn" Consciousness had finally deserted Hyssop. 
                 Beth 
                 stared at the nightlight. She kept closing her eyes and opening them 
                 again, to make sure that she was really seeing and it wasn't some 
                 dream. Oh, Celestia, it was so good to see again. It was so good 
                 to see. 
                   
                   
                    
                 It was 
                 Friday morning, and a delivery was expected. 
                 The 
                 Erlenmeyer was empty. All twenty-seven ounces that it had contained 
                 had been used. The inner surface of the bottle still crawled with the 
                 remnants of conversion serum; lonely, scattered nanomachines sparked 
                 uselessly with the dying embers of Equestrian magic fading from 
                 within them.  
                 The empty 
                 flask had been carefully placed inside of its bright red case, tucked 
                 solidly inside of the grey, shock-proof foam. The case had been 
                 closed and locked. Now, it sat on the front counter of clinic 042, 
                 watched over by the new receptionist, Meagan.  
                 A new Red 
                 Case would be dropped off today, as it had been every three days for 
                 the last six months. Another 27 ounces would arrive, in a fresh case, 
                 and the old case would be taken away to be refilled. Another nine 
                 ponifications would happen, multiplied by the one hundred clinics in 
                 the San Francisco Bureau, one of the first Bureaus, and one of the 
                 largest. Nine hundred ponies created every three days, month after 
                 month after month.  
                 But it was 
                 still not even close to being enough.  
                 Megan 
                 Winfeld sat in the chair at the reception desk of Clinic 042. She had 
                 been told that something terrible had happened the day before, that 
                 there had been an attack, but that it had been stopped. Meagan needed 
                 the receptionist job, and she was grateful to be there. The previous 
                 receptionist had apparently converted, and had decided to leave. 
                 The 
                 security doors opened. Blackmesh guards entered the reception area. 
                 Meagan waited, but the Bureau agents she had been told to expect had 
                 not arrived yet. It was certainly taking a long time. 
                 Meagan 
                 heard the sound of electric treads. Something heavy was being brought 
                 in. Finally the Bureau agents were here, but they were accompanied by 
                 technicians. The techies were using an electric lifter to bring in 
                 what looked like an aluminum party keg, held firm within a bright red 
                 metal support frame. "Are you the receptionist for Clinic 042?" 
                 Well, duh, 
                 thought Megan. "Yes, I am. I'm new, I just got hired toda..." 
                 "Put 
                 your finger here. And here. Retinal scan here." The agent was 
                 not interested in Meagan's new job. "We'll take the package back 
                 to your physician. I assume she is on call, and in the Conversion Room?" 
                 Meagan 
                 nodded. "Dr. Pastern is waiting, it's right back th..." 
                 "We 
                 know where it is. Thank you." The agent motioned for the 
                 technicians to power up the lifter again, immediately they were off 
                 towards the back of the clinic. 
                 "Humph."
                  Apparently receptionists were not very important. Meagan tried to 
                 smile at one of the blackmesh soldiers. He looked away, bored.  
                 Lynn 
                 responded to the pounding on the metal Conversion Room door. Behind 
                 it a Bureau agent waved her aside, and had a large red metal frame 
                 moved in. Held inside the metal cage was a shiny keg, not unlike the 
                 sort of container used to house beer or other fluids. "Are you 
                 Dr. Roselyn Pastern, conversion physician for Clinic 042?" 
                 "I am 
                 Dr. Pastern's assistant, Lynn Daniels. I can handle anyth.." 
                 "Where
                  is Dr. Pastern?" The agent seemed like the sort of man to whom 
                 'humor' was a mythical legend from some ancient past. 
                 "Dr. 
                 Pastern had an emergency. I am fully trained and capable of handlin..." 
                 "This 
                 is very irregular. Dr. Pastern should be present for this. I am not 
                 comfortable with this situation." The agent checked his datalink. 
                 "Listen. 
                 I am fully capable of dealing with this. I can easily inform Dr. 
                 Pastern of every detail when she returns. You can check my records, I 
                 am fully trained and qualified. Now let's get started; I despise 
                 inefficiency." Lynn put on her most stern face. 
                 The Bureau 
                 agent lifted an eyebrow. "Very well. There will be no 
                 more deliveries of the red cases. The red cases will be repurposed as 
                 Serum Travel Cases; retain yours for potential field use as needed. 
                 Increases in production efficiency have finally been achieved. This 
                 is a 900 ounce Ponification Serum Containment Unit. It has been 
                 designated by the Bureau as a 'Pony Keg', and it will provide 
                 sufficient serum to allow 300 conversions before replacement. There 
                 will be a new schedule provided; conversions per day will be expected 
                 to be dramatically accelerated." 
                 Lynn tried 
                 very hard to stifle a laugh at the official designation; it was 
                 entirely possible that nobody at the Bureau had even a clue that it 
                 was the funniest possible name they could have chosen. Certainly, the 
                 agent had no idea. 
                 "I 
                 will now..." The agent gave Lynn a hard look; perhaps her 
                 efforts to remain serious were not as perfect as she had imagined. 
                 "... go over the methodology of serum extraction and the 
                 cautions associated with this new containment vessel." 
                   
                   
                    
                 Dr. 
                 Roselyn Pastern stood on the floating dock. Behind and above her, the 
                 gigantic dark shape of the San Francisco Conversion Bureau 
                 interrupted the sky. The foul ocean breeze tasted metallic in her 
                 mouth; the gray, poison water roiled against the broken supports of 
                 what had once been an apparently famous bridge.  
                 The ship 
                 was not pretty, but it did not need to be. It had only one purpose; 
                 to transport the converted to Equestria, far out at sea. Scientists 
                 had calculated that in just a few years, the expanding border of 
                 Equestria would be so large that it would physically cover part of 
                 the West Coast. When that happened, the transport ships would no 
                 longer be needed; newfoals could just walk across on foot. 
                 Roselyn 
                 had broken protocol because she wanted so much to be here. Alexi 
                 Venäläinen - he hadn't yet chosen an Equestrian name - was 
                 leaving, and she would miss him. He had been the handyman for Clinic 
                 042 since the beginning, and the main reason why her job had gone as 
                 smoothly as it had for the past six months. More than that, he had 
                 been the soul of clinic 042, and the place would be hollow without him. 
                 Alexi was 
                 a handsome white and blue newfoal stallion now, and he took with him 
                 an extraordinary and wonderful family. His beloved Caprice, their 
                 daughter Buttermilk, and Caprice's sister Pumpkin all looked forward 
                 to a happy life together. Buttermilk had begun to walk sometime 
                 during the night; she was unsteady but already more able than any 
                 human baby of the same age. Caprice would be good for Alexi: someone 
                 who could help him occasionally, someone who could keep him 
                 out of trouble. 
                 "I 
                 enjoyed my days at the clinic. We helped a lot of newfoals, did we 
                 not?" pony Alexi smiled at Roselyn, how could he help but smile? 
                 "You 
                 were probably the only thing that kept us going half the time, 
                 Alexi." Roselyn turned to Caprice. "I am so glad I let you 
                 convince me to convert you, Caprice. I'll always think of you as my 
                 very best conversion, ever. Please take care of Alexi!" 
                 "We 
                 shall be together for the rest of our days, Roselyn. But if you came 
                 with us, you could see that for yourself. You could undergo 
                 conversion on the trip, and wake up in Equestria. I do not understand 
                 why you simply do not come right now!" Caprice seemed both sad 
                 and a little angry; it was almost certain Roselyn would never see any 
                 of them again. 
                 Equestria 
                 was a big place, an entire, magical, wondrous world beyond the bubble 
                 in the ocean; as it devoured the Earth, it was apparently growing exponentially 
                 on its side of the Barrier. In the end, Equestria would become 
                 unimaginably vast, with more land than a thousand earths, more than 
                 enough to swallow the whole of the Earth's population as if it were 
                 nothing. In that unimaginably vast, expanding landscape, those that 
                 did not stay together in their travels could never hope to meet again. 
                 "I 
                 don't have any serum." That was technically true, but it was an 
                 excuse; everyone knew that today a new shipment would arrive.  
                 "Dammit,
                  Roselyn, you've done enough. If you keep putting it off, you 
                 could end up in a desperate place one day!" Caprice nuzzled 
                 Roselyn's leg. "You always act as if you are trying to make up 
                 for something. If you'd just take the serum, you'd find that Celestia 
                 forgives humans. She knows humans can't help what they are." 
                 Caprice looked deeply into Roselyn's eyes, and Roselyn felt that 
                 somehow Caprice was speaking from personal experience. "Just do 
                 it, Ros. Run and grab a cup and then get on the boat. It's alright.
                  You have my permission." Caprice pressed her body hard into 
                 Roselyn's leg. 
                 Roselyn 
                 felt tears stinging her cheeks. She could almost accept it. She could 
                 almost accept it with the permission of this extraordinary peach 
                 pony. "You have my permission." Just like Roselyn 
                 had given Caprice permission, three days ago. 
                 Sniffing, 
                 Roselyn crouched down and put her arms around Caprice's neck. 
                 "Thank you... for that. But, I really can't. Not yet. I'm sorry.
                  I'm really, really sorry. Have the best possible life with that big 
                 lug and your little foal. And take care of Pumpkin too. You're 
                 amazing, you know that?" Roselyn hugged tight, Caprice cuddled 
                 her with her neck and head. 
                 As Roselyn 
                 and Caprice embraced, Sandcastle and Summer were heading up the ramp 
                 to the ship; Roselyn could hear them arguing about something to do 
                 with whether tomatoes were a fruit or a vegetable; they seemed 
                 oblivious to everything except each other. Roselyn wished them a 
                 happy life in her mind, sure that her wish would come true. 
                 Roselyn 
                 finally stood up, wiping her face.  
                 Caprice, 
                 Alexi, Buttermilk and Pumpkin ambled slowly up the ramp. They stopped 
                 occasionally to assist Buttermilk, who found the angle of the ramp 
                 unsettling. Eventually the tiny foal made it to the top, a miniscule 
                 yellow figure on a large, white boat. 
                 A dark 
                 stallion with a blue and gold mane stood close to Roselyn. It was 
                 Newmorning, formerly Ryan Niequist. "Doc?" 
                 "Rya...
                  Newmorning! I heard you were getting on the ship today as 
                 well. It seems like all the newfoals are leaving today." Roselyn 
                 still could feel tears on her cheek. 
                 "Well,
                  after yesterday..." That part was obvious enough. What did the 
                 human world have to offer, really, except more chances for tragedy? 
                 "...Anyway, I wanted to thank you again for... helping me. You 
                 absolutely saved my life. You gave me my life. Thank you doc. 
                 Thank you forever." Newmorning brushed close against Roselyn as 
                 he passed, then gave her a sharp, stinging whip from his tail. He 
                 grinned at her. Roselyn couldn't help but grin back. 
                 As 
                 Newmorning trotted to the ramp, he held his tail as high as he 
                 possibly could, the view from behind an additional jest. Yes, I 
                 get it, thought Roselyn. I see them. You're welcome. She shook 
                 her head. Boys. Roselyn sighed. 
                 "Hey! 
                 You've come to see us off!" Roselyn turned to see pony Bethany. 
                 Beside her was Hyssop from 043. "We're going together! It's 
                 really nice of you to see everyone off." Bethany turned to 
                 Hyssop. "See, I told you Pastern was a good egg. Best doctor in 
                 the Bureau. I always thought so. Pushy on the ponification, though." 
                 Roselyn 
                 waved to Beth and Hyssop, and tried to say something clever, but she 
                 couldn't because the words wouldn't come out. Bethany and Hyssop 
                 strolled up the ramp; Beth had a little trouble because she was still 
                 getting used to her legs, but Hyssop helped push her up from behind. 
                 'I want 
                 to go on that ship. I want to go on that ship with them. Oh, 
                 Celestia, I want to be a pony too' was all Roselyn could think, 
                 and by then the tears were streaming down her face. Maybe back East 
                 would be easier. Maybe one day she would finally give in. Maybe one 
                 day she could feel that those men had forgiven her somehow. Maybe she 
                 could forgive herself. 
                 Roselyn 
                 Pastern stood there for an hour and a half, until the ramp was pulled 
                 away and the ship began to leave, sailing out into the open ocean, 
                 towards the shining, gleaming, semicircle that was the wondrous, 
                 magical Barrier of Equestria. 
                 Some day, 
                 some very special, wonderful day, when she had somehow earned it, she 
                 would finally go too. 
                   
                  The End 
                    
                  The Ponies 
                  [0] 27
                   Ounces (remaining) 
                  [1] 24oz Carmine 
                  - (Carmine Rosalita Guadalupe Vasquez, age 21) Cerise coat, gold 
                  mane, gold eyes. Unicorn pony 
                  [2] 21oz Caprice 
                  - (Venice Elspeth Bertarelli, age unknown, probably 24)Peach coat, 
                  deep peach mane, green eyes. Earth pony 
                  [3] 18oz Pumpkin
                   Licorice - (Sharon Marcella, age 16) 
                  Orange coat, black mane, black eyes. Pegasus pony, with foal 
                  [4] 15oz Sandcastle 
                  (Elijah Shaloe, age 23) Tan coat, white mane, burgundy eyes. Earth pony 
                  [5] 12oz Summer
                   Raincloud (Logan Bertram, age 24) 
                  Medium gray coat, blond mane, blue eyes, Unicorn pony 
                  [6] 9oz Newmorning 
                  (Ryan Niequist, age 26)  Dark gray/black coat, sky blue and 
                  gold mane, Earth pony 
                  [7] 8oz Buttermilk 
                  (Baby Jane Doe, age 2 weeks 3 days) Pale yellow coat, yellow-white 
                  mane, bright yellow eyes. Unicorn pony 
                  [1/2] 6
                   3/4oz  Horsemeat 
                  (William Duke Culpepper, age 36)Bright pink patches/caucasian, zero 
                  mane, Brown/violet eyes, pink guts. Half pony 
                  [8] 2
                   1/4oz  Alexi 
                  (Alexi Venäläinen, age 28)  White coat, deep blue 
                  mane, purple eyes. Pegasus Pony 
                    
                  The 
                  Bonus Pony 
                  [Bonus] 4oz 
                  from another flask Ruby Foxmane 
                  (Bethany Milner, age 43)Chestnut coat, light red mane, red eyes. 
                  Earth pony 
                    
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                   Ounces continues directly in the sequel: The 
                  Taste Of Grass
 
                   
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                  The 
                  Lost In The Herd Series: 
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                   Big Respawn, 
                  Two: Euphrosyne
                   Unchained, 
                  Three: Letters
                   From Home, 
                  Four: 
                  Four: Teacup, Down On The Farm 
                    
                  The 
                  Conversion Bureau Novels: 
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                   Ounces: A story of eight and one half ponies 
                  The Taste 
                  Of Grass 
                  The 
                  Conversion Bureau: Code Majeste 
                  The 
                  Conversion Bureau: The 800 Year Promise 
                  The 
                  Conversion Bureau: Going Pony 
                    
                  The Novellas: 
                  The PER: 
                  Michelson and Morely 
                  The 
                  Reasonably Adamant Down With Celestia Newfoal Society! 
                    
                  The 
                  Short Stories: 
                  Her Last Possession 
                  The 
                  Conversion Bureau: PER Equitum 
                  The 
                  Conversion Bureau: Brand New Universe 
                  Tales Of 
                  Los Pegasus 
                    
                  The 
                  Non-Conversion Bureau Fanfics: 
                  The Ice 
                  Cream Pony Summer 
                  Around The Bend 
                    
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